Monday, September 24, 2007

Mrowrrrrrrrrr

I'm antsy. And that's never good.

After this last weekend I find myself pacing and feeling sulky.

Ever have one of those weekends where everything you say comes out wrong?

Thursday, my first official day off, I was driving MiniWarrior to school and was joking with him...and made him cry.

Because he is so high functioning I forget (at times) that he is Autistic that he does not understand teasing.
At all.
At best he gets the most rudimentary jokes that a toddler would understand.
For some reason, language humor does not compute.

I know this. Yet I forgot in a temporary moment of levity, trying to make him laugh...I made him cry.

I spent the rest of the day feeling like crap.

Things got better when I went to pick him up from school and he greeted me with a tight hug and a look on his face that said, "I forgive you, Momma."

The next day in another attempt at levity...I managed to piss off my Guy.

Which...left me feeling like crap.

*sigh*

I'm all sorts of discom-humor-ulated now.


5 comments:

Sultan said...

Tomorrow will be better. Some days it is hard to find your stride!

Anonymous said...

Yeah, some days it just seems best to not say anything ... I hope the rest of your week is better!

Anonymous said...

We do NOT need an antsy Kat!! NONONONO!! Always trouble! And isn't your first name trouble?? I think so!!

You will feel better tomorrow and MiniWarrior LOVES his Mom!

Have a GREAT rest of the week and thank you so much for the card!! My birthday sucked but your card helped ease the pain!! TY!!

Haphazardkat said...

Laochie: yeah, ain't that the truth!


Loofa: Strange how those days roll around. It's like a bad wave of karma. Nothing clicks correctly!


Bob-a-roo: wwwwaa?? trouble?!! I'm innocent I tell ya! *grin*
I'm sorry you had a sucky birthday :( where was Mrs Serious??? You know..we should plan a Vegas meet with our blogger friends next Spring--watchu think???

Anonymous said...

Vegas sounds GOOD!!!!!