Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Grief Trumps All

A few more days and then I will be with EWO.

News today is she has brain cancer and a very short time to be here on this earth.

I find all the bad history I've tried so hard to rid my insides of--washed away in the tidal wave of grief.

Good, Bad, is all gone.

I only think now to be able to reach her side before she passes so I can bring her comfort.


Cindy said...

My thoughts are with you, and you are right grief washes it all away...Forgive her if you can and tell her it's okay for her to go....Not so much for her sake as for your own.


Haphazardkat said...

Cindy: I already have forgiven her and yes...I want to be with her and tell her her memories, her life--will be remembered by me and passed on through my son.

Haphazardkat said...

I have to say...I'm not sure "forgive" is the right word...its more of a feeling of it just doesnt matter anymore.

Laoch of Chicago said...

I understand your mixed feelings. Going to comfort her is the right thing to do. Travel safely.

Peaceful said...

You are in my thoughts,
I hope it all goes smoothly and you get to do what you need to..
and if you dont,
you will be surrounded by love..

Haphazardkat said...

Laoch: I have always lived by the idea that it matters not how a person deserves to be treated...but in how you can live with yourself in the way you choose to treat them.

Jadey: ((hugsss)) my dear friend. I respect you for all you do for your Mom and Dad despite...